Darren,I think about you all the time, its hard sometimes to knwo that you should be here but your not. I love you so much i just wish sometimes i could hug you and tell you in person that i love you, i wish to god i could bring you all back here even if just for a day. although sometimes i think that would be harder because we would lose you all over again. i expect i am making no sense but its strange how close i feel to you even though your not here with me, i know your doing what any big brother would do and looking out for me in your own special way! and i know ur looking after vicky and christopher and matthew up there. rich has got a tattoo done in memory of you all but i expect you know that and have seen it. i have so many questions i could ask you. to be honest i just wanna see you all hold you all in my arms and tell you all i love you and you all mean the world to me! and you always will. i wish i had memories but i don't. i need you darren. i need you all.i need you here with me i know i have the others but i want you aswell, i want my family complete. anyway im going now i love you all so much that its something u could never understand xxxx
This candle was first lit on the 22nd of July 2008 and will burn for 84 years 2 months and 3 days.